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My 25 years,,, [06 Jul 2009|07:34pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]
[ music | HIM ]

Today I am offically in a quarter foot in the grave!I also started the X-ray part of my course. Every module I ended up with a 4.0 gpa but finished the Medical Assisting side with a 3.77 (B+) on the last one. I missed a test and the highest you can get is a 73% and I also failed one test with 54% the urinary system sucks by the way.Oh well this is still the best I've ever done in school period and this stuff isn't super easy!

Spence took me to dinner and at some point he's gonna go take me to see year one. THANKS KELL if you ever see this for the birthday wishes bright and early. She even beat Nicole to it. ;P
Well back to homework!!!!!


wooo being sick during the summer is the shit! nooooooooooooot!

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My Finale!! :( [07 May 2009|01:55am]
[ mood | destroyed...crushed ]
[ music | LAZLO BANE..I'm no superman ]

It's funny when a show can change your life and how you feel..call it lame...whatever. to each their own. I am not gonna lie but SCRUBS was a huge part of my life ! Tonight was it's final episode, and of course my eyes are bloodshot and filled with tears.ugh.

I refuse to watch the "spin off". back to my strawberry shortcake...
and just remember...





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My 2 tests [03 Apr 2009|08:29am]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | the news ]

Alrighty I know it's only been 3 weeks since I've been in school and so far test wise I think I'm doing pretty well an 84 my first test and 82 my second. W e just started  injections. ugghhhhho. Of course I am bruised. The new one that we are practicing is the intramuscular.Not my favorite to get! My arm is still sore. I have so much homework to get down. 4 chapters and reading a small book on bloodborne precatuions.
Well nicole is making food so I best be goin. I need to get a new  keyboard since mine wont work at all.


edit: THE ADICTS ARE PALYING TONIGHT AND IM GOIIIIIIIIIIIN!!!

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... [28 Mar 2009|01:55am]
[ mood | lonely ]

it's shitty you know when the people you love make you feel  the worse...or is it worst.
sorry i can't be smart.

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My Weekend. [02 Mar 2009|09:20pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | the album leaf ]

This weekend was pretty awesome actually. Friday Mark Smith came back from New Orleans...so Nicole, Mark and I ended up going to "The Drifters" which was a dive bar called Club Teds.It was much cooler then, it had fun nick knacks and what not. So we had a few beers...and I finally got a free shot! haha The bartender was a girl and she gave everyone a free one. So we weren't special HAHA. After that we went back to his moms place..of course she was wasted...but it's always funny. We played pool, at some point I pinched Nicole...I feel, it was great just like old times.Hopefully he stays.

Saturday we made wraps which were tasty.Went to our High school to get certified for a cal-grant.That was pretty much it.Met up with Spencer, we had a few of his friends over.We tried to watch Amelie that didn't work out.


SUNDAY!!!! I went up to Kell's around 2ish we had a few drinks talked it up.Then we went to see RENT, which was friggin amazing! We indulged ourselves for 3 ours of just pure song. We balled our heads off. We got back pretty early. I saw Annie!!! It was awesome we blazed some bowls while Kell went to bed. All in all it was fabulous. However Kell woke up almost crippled.Her calves were killing her.But now that I think about it my thighs are killing me...and then it dawned on me, We ran back and forth up stairs to the bathroom at the Pantages.We sprinted to her car. HHAH whats up being outta shape. Tonight I made tacos for the baby and I. It was good. I missed him. Gay I know cause it was only one day, man i' m lame.

Tomorrow I'm getting an oil change!! I have to. I'm exhausted!

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My Twilight. [20 Feb 2009|07:04pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | death cab ]

So it happened...I feel victim  to the series...I totally had no interest in t what so ever to be honest.Then some time last week I saw it for 8 bucks and  why not.BIG MISTAKE, I couldn't put the book down...then the next one...same thing now i'm all done.I finished Breaking Dawn last night.Spencer said it was my drug for awhile and it was.I loved the books!I'll admit it. Now of course it usually ends up everyone wants to be a vampire or wants and Edward...I just want to be loved like that.Of course it doesn't help..im all emotional and my hormones are out of control at them moment.It made me realize I miss reading and now I have to find a new book to read.

kell sent me a text saying the tickets came !!!!
Today was eventful... went to enroll for school,it's official i'm a Kaplan student. Well I am on the waiting list for March but  I think i'm not gonna get in that fast i start in july 6th. M-Th..10-3.
I have to go pick up spencer this was a pointless entry really..i didnt realize it was time.

and I leave you with this...cause this video is great...everybody i give you "the gooch" from scrubs







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My First Step... [03 Feb 2009|12:33pm]
[ mood | bummed to the max ]
[ music | rob and big on t.v. ]

All I can say is ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Well thanks to Kell we are goin on a date to see RENT!Finally after 5ish years of loving it due to Kelly in the frst place.haha. Im sitll super excited.Infact I was so anxious to fall asleep..it also coulda been nerves due to the fact that I had to go to Kaplan.

So today I had an appointment with the admissions office. I was a wreck luckly Spencer was there for moral support.She asked a lttle about me and what program  I wanted in . Then I got a to take some 50 question quiz n 12 minutes they knew we werent gonna finish...but  I was to try anyways.So I got a 15, which is what was needed to qualify for the x-ray tech program.FUCK PROVERBS, DECIMALS AND WORD QUESTIONS IN MATHHHH!!!! It's a years course, 4months of internship, so  I was all positve and then it got down to money...like always.

It's 19grand...but i could try and apply for financial aid to get grants...it's funny I never have money infact if im lucky I have about 100 bucks after all my bills are paid. So of course I made over the poverty amount to qualify...so I get to apply for loans i think about 7g's...yaaaaaaay. and Im pissed. so after all is said in done im feelin kinda down..ugh

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My Wisdom...?? [22 Jan 2009|05:05pm]
[ mood | super sore ]
[ music | cheech and chong on tv...which movie not sure ]

What a dayyyy! I go to the dentist just to go get a cavity filled, but they said "See you in 6 months" so I talked to the nurse about how my wisdom teeth have been bothering me...(truth is that shit shoulda been pulled when I was before I was 18.....but of course my bitch mother didn't want to pay for it....So I always put it off too) well finally I got HMO coverage and it's supposed to be 100% covered after copay.sorry im gonna vbe slightly scattered I have had no food today ugh. not like anyone is really gonna read this other than spencer anywho hahah.

So they give me an emergancy referal,and told me to go right over to the place....so right away I start to panic.Camled down called my boyfriend he was unable to pick me up due to work and since his work cut his hours.But I was brave!!!! My uncle actually picked me up. 
I got 3 teeth extracted...and of course they made me purchase there pills because they aren't generic and wont have towait to fill them...
yeah I get home GENERIC.

My mouth is feels just peachhhhy and full of blood. Im starvinnnngggggggg.
Oh annnnd to top it off... it was 715.85 for the surgery....So when I feel better I will be comtacting aetna.

oooohhh and i have an oil leak !

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My Freedom [21 Jan 2009|01:03pm]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | SPENCER ON THE BASSSSSSSSS ]

So finally after six long years I can officially say
"
FUCK YOU OFFICE DEPOT".
They shut the new store down..due to sales,shocker not so much. I'm just happy that my department was still in the green even when we closed that bitch down. Of course since I was a manager they were unable to place me...I'd have to take a huge pay cut and demotion, and still get stuck working with the asshole that made me wanna quit. anyways. So I took the severance package and got laid off. I loose my benefits but that's ok I never used them much anyways. Of course after the new year I had switched to the new health plan for dental and was gonna get my wisdom teeth pulled. I only get two months to try and get them done....chances are it wont happen. 

Since I haven't been working I actually feel pretty much no stress anymore only the nervousness of how shit is gonna get paid, I'll get by though, my family is still crazy my lame ass uncle got fired so now he is home and loud as ever. The only positive thing that I have done so far is try and get information on the x-ray tech program...which reminds me the ass bags still haven't called me....so I'll have to do that today. I think that this whole situation is great....I mean I let that place hold me back....ok ok so I also didn't help the situation..I was scared. It's all I have known since I was 18...it put me into debt..but now I HAVE NO EXCUSES!!!

I am 24 now and I will admit I have done nothing to benefit myself or life...I mean I have an awesome boyfriend that I know one day will marry...yeah for realssssss! 2 and half years and I still get butterfies for the jerk! OH LOVE IS LAME BUT GREAT AT THE SAME TIME. My bestfriend is gonna be moving again to Denver.What's awesome is so Dustin, So they at least get to hangout....I can always go see them.
I have learned  or shall I say known that friends seem to come and go...but yet I still keep in contact with what  2 people. oh well I'm lazy...and you know what they don't make the attempt either so whooooo cares no biggie. Life is short and I am just trying to take care of me..

Which reminds me I have to get an oil change...wooooo. Yeah I hate my car... oh and since when did livejournal get all easy to use .,...i  forgot most of the codes for html...which is annoying damn technology is making everything easier  for people which is nice but not...bLLLLAAAHHHH.

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My Hopefully Future... [09 Jan 2007|09:18pm]
[ mood | determined ]
[ music | torche ]

Things have been good but crazy 2006 is over and finally its a shitty year anyways, very uneventful.Minus the whole cal-arts,crazy westwood nights, falling in love with scrubs and getting a boyfriend who im gonna marry, true story. strange i know but im embracing it. Yeah other than that nothing so 2007 has to be better.Except for that this is the year my grandma will die of cancer (my mom's mom) i dont even want to think about it..she's already on hospice.For her sake I hope there is a god,cause she is cathloic and believes in that sortta thing...plus it'd be nice to know she'll be happy.


Wednesday is marking Spencers and I's 6 months...its crazy how fast time really does fly. We are going to ripleys believe it or not museum and we are getting wasted before hand!!

Well I had scare thinking Nicole was gonna die damn anitbitoics(sp?)meeeehhhh.


2007 also marked the year i quit pistola!! i mean its sad to say but shits dead and turned into this evil whore monster thing. ahha thats mean but i dont care. whatever the true girls who were my friends im gonna still be friends with.

im also hoping this is the year i go to school to start training for what i want to do with my life...and start yoga with cole slaw!!

ok so ive had 2 cups of coffee which means i must go..ahahah

goodday to you...goodday to you all

peace and love.

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